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My Dearest Allie;

Even though you have only been gone for less then a week, I miss you more then I ever thought was possible. The past four days without you by my side have been unbearable. I hope you know how much you mean to me. I have got to be the luckiest man in the world of this I am sure. You have truly changed my life and I have never felt this strongly about anyone. I felt close to people before, but never like this. It is a strange, but amazing feeling. I hope you experience it as well. I also hope you don’t find me to forward. No matter what Allie, I will love you, unconditionally, until the day I die. In times of sadness I will hold you, and feel the same pain you feel. When you cry, I cannot help but cry as well. I will help you through anything and everything Allie. We will be there for each other and will make it through anything. I feel safe in your arms. Partially because you make me feel invincible, but also because, I know that when you are with me, nothing can hurt you. I will never hurt you, and I will never let anything or anyone else hurt you. You deserve much more then that. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I love the way toy look when you’re painting, messy and tired, but when you finish a painting you know is good, the look of proud is unexplainable. When you first wake up, because you shower. Your face is tired looking, yet refreshed and natural. No matter what you’re a doing, you always look stunning. Allie Nelson, I think you are the most amazing, beautiful, fun and charming woman in this world and I am positive I will never meet anyone like you again. I hope you truly understand how much you mean to me, and how much I would do for you. I would take a bullet for you Allie, any day. I love you Allie and I always will. I would love to spend the rest of my life with you. I have no doubts about you or our future. I love you.

Forever yours;
Noah

Dear Noah;
You never cease to make me blush my darling. I was so worried that I would go home, and you would forget about me, move on, find some other girl, and I’d never hear from you again. Arriving home to see your letter was possible one of the best feelings of my life, well, aside from the time I actually spent with you. I read your letter twice, and parts of it more then that. I had to prove to myself that it really was from you; I checked the return address a few times. I even smacked myself twice, to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. If I had not been able to tell it was your writing, I may have never believed my eyes. I miss you too Noah, more then you could imagine. I thought about you my entire drive home. As we were driving out of New Bern, everything I saw reminded me of you, it was very difficult not to break down. I have cried myself to sleep a few nights, missing you, wishing I could be held by you. I would give anything to be with you again. If you believe you are the luckiest man, there is no doubt I am the luckiest woman. Being with you makes me feel like I have never felt before. Young, free, accepted, safe, and most importantly, loved. I too have not been able to look at another man, for I know no one will ever make me feel the way you do. You are amazing Noah. Sweet, funny, caring, strong, handsome, perfect. You’re everything a girl dreams of. You will never be able to understand how you changed my life this summer. I’ve never felt like this before, I’ve never been so sure of my feelings, and I’ve never been so happy. I am absolutely in love with you Noah Callhoun, and I know this is a feeling that will never go away. I miss you, and I would give anything to be back in New Bern with you, holding you, kissing you, being near you. I hope to visit very soon, as I’m not sure I can go much longer without seeing you. I love you and miss you.

Sincerely,
Ally

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